Count Your Blessings...Not Others...

I've been in a life where I count and compare my luck with other people...usually who is luckier than me...Time goes by, I experienced more, know more people, moved on and everything...then I stop and think, why did I do something to damage my self-esteem when I can do so much better with what I have now...

All I have to do is :
1. Apreciate myself.
2. Understand my strength and weaknesses.
3. Be encourage and happy.
4. Live life to the fullest!!!

Friends...imagine what I missed before I realize all this...Its been almost 22 years...I don't wanna know...

Diva by Beyonce...

I'm a, a diva, hey
I'm a, I'm a, a diva, hey
I'm a, I'm a, a diva, hey
I'm a, I'm a, a diva

I'm a, I'm a, a diva, hey
I'm a, I'm a, a diva
I'm a, I'm a, a diva, hey
I'm a, I'm a

Na, na, na, diva is a female version of a hustla
Of a hustla, of a, of a hustla
Na, na, na, diva is a female version of a hustla
Of a hustla, of a, of a hustla

Stop the track, let me state facts
I told you give me a minute and I'll be right back
Fifty million round the world
And they said that I couldn't get it

I done got so sick and filthy with Benji's, I can't spend
How you gone be talkin' shit?
You act like I just got up in it
Been the number one diva in this game for a minute

I know you read the paper
The one that they call a queen
Every radio round the world know me
'Cause that's where I be

I'm a, a diva, hey
I'm a, I'm a, a diva, hey
I'm a, I'm a, a diva, hey
I'm a, I'm a, a diva

I'm a, I'm a, a diva, hey
I'm a, I'm a, a diva
I'm a, I'm a, a diva, hey
I'm a, I'm a

Na, na, na, diva is a female version of a hustla
Of a hustla, of a, of a hustla
Na, na, na, diva is a female version of a hustla
Of a hustla, of a, of a hustla

When he pull up, wanna pop my hood up
Bet he better have a six pack in the cooler
Getting money, divas getting money
If you ain't getting money then you ain't got nothing for me

Tell me somethin' where your boss at?
Where my ladies up in there that like to talk back
I wanna see ya, I'd like to meet cha
What you said, she ain't no diva

Na, na, na, diva is a female version of a hustla
Of a hustla, of a, of a hustla
Na, na, na, diva is a female version of a hustla
Of a hustla, of a, of a hustla

Since fifteen in my stilettos been struttin' in this game
What's your age? Was the question they asked when I hit the stage
I'm a diva, best believe her, you see her, she getting paid
She ain't callin' him to greet her, don't need him, her bed's made

This is a stick up, stick up
I need them bags, uh, that money
A stick up, stick up
You see them ask, where that money?

All my ladies get it up
I see you, I do the same
Take it to another level
No passengers on my plane

I'm a, a diva, hey
I'm a, I'm a, a diva, hey
I'm a, I'm a, a diva, hey
I'm a, I'm a, a diva

This is a stick, up stick up
I need them bags, uh, that money
Stick up, stick up
You see them ask where that money

Na, na, na, diva is a female version of a hustla
Of a hustla, of a, of a hustla
Na, na, na, diva is a female version of a hustla
Of a hustla, of a, of a hustla

I'm a, a diva, I'm a, I'm a, a diva
I'm a, I'm a, a diva, I'm a, I'm a, a diva
I'm a, I'm a, a diva, I'm a, I'm a, a diva
I'm a, I'm a, a diva, I'm a, I'm a, a diva

I'm a, I'm a, a diva, I'm a, I'm a, a diva
I'm a, I'm a, a diva, I'm a, I'm a, a diva
I'm a, I'm a, a diva, I'm a, I'm a, a diva
I'm a, I'm a, a diva, I'm a, I'm a, a diva, hey

It's been A Year!!!

Wow! It has been a year since I last wrote anything here...anyway, I started again cuz' I was inspired and courage by one of my new friend's blog...no need to mention whom(he has to pay me for ads. Ahaks!),but don't know will last for how long...Wish till forever.

I create this blog to share about anything that I know in this world. Who knows if I'm the last person who knows about 'something', and I don't share it with anyone. It's gonna be a sin for me, and a lost for the next generations...dah...too much already yar!!! ahaks!!! Dreamy girl...

So, for a new start, let's Holla each other and keep in touch! Buzz me for any information about anything in my facebook (ferocious_ladies@yahoo.com / Auni Nabilla Antari}, and I will try my best to talk about it in my 'junkie blog'. Love to all. And keep in touch!

xoxo

Chaylle(my nickname) Wink!

Your Dirty Mind!

Me and My Semester...

Life has been in high-volume of hectic these days... But giving up isn't a word in my dictionary... My busy schedule, tons of assignments, 'amazing' friends, migraine, tireness, planning...Everything keeps me busy. But sometimes, when I'm too tired of all these, and somehow realize that I'm not going through an 'improvement' phase in my life, I have this thought...

"Am I not good enough? Didn't I put enough effort in what I do? Or this is the best that I can do? Cause I always make mistakes..."

But Allah swt had given me a present to answer my thought...

Few days ago, I met a West African man from Guinea. He has been staying in Malaysia for 8 years now. He is completing his Master in Finance in one of the international university here. We chat for almost an hour before we have to take saperate direction...

The beautiful thing about the meeting is...he had taught me this :

"You can be anything that you imagine you will be. Nothing can stop you from being that. You only need to trust yourself that you will be what you want to be someday. The only matter is the effort that you put in the process of your statement of existence"

Actually that is not the real phrase he said, it is what I understand. I know I heard it somewhere before and I believe that this kind of phrase came from someone who already had achieve something big in his life...

But the thing is, the Guinea guy had dedicated this especially for me. Maybe that is why it touches me deep from inside...

Without god's willing, I will never met this man, and will never be inspired.

Allahu Akbar...

Shoes For Today...by Jimmy Choo

What is Gocco?

Well kids here how it goes... in the 1970's Noboru Hayama, a printer and the japanese inventor of the "print gocco" system, wished to develop a quick and easy household color printing system. Cleverly combining the basic principles of screen printing and rubber-stamping, "print gocco" is a clean, easy, and fully self-contained compact system that exposes and prints all in one unit. using flash bulbs similar to those found in old cameras, an original image is thermally imprinted on a master screen. next, colorful prints are made by pressing the ink-applied master screen against a sheet of paper placed on a sponge pad.

The simplicity in making a screen, and the low cost of production makes the gocco system attractive to professional screen printers, artists, and designers, and enables even a complete novice to begin printing immediately....