The Aghast...

I was so devastated after I checked my final exam's result today. I waited since 16 Dec to get...THIS?! WHY!

I used to get higher grades and better than...THIS! 3.11 GPA! Argggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!! What have I done wrong?

I was so upset and weak. I've work so hard to maintain my grades. It's my 4th semester grade. And what I get now is way too far from my expectations. My dream to get the Vice Chancellor Award is crushed now. I feel guilty to my family, especially to my parents.

Suddenly I came up with this idea--maybe I've done something wrong in my life that I get this punishment. Allah knows that my study is my priority, and I can't accept any failure regarding that. So, HE gave me this test to remind me about something that I forgot or I'm careless about.

Alhamdulillah anyway...